Current Age: 41
This has been a part of my life since before I even hit puberty. For the longest time, I carried an immense weight of embarrassment and shame about it. It felt like this dark secret I had to protect at all costs, something that set me apart from other people in a way I didn’t yet understand. But eventually, I realized that accepting a kink is a lot like any other journey toward self-discovery. You go through these difficult stages of denial and fear until you finally reach a place of self-acceptance. I’ve reached that place now. The shame is gone, and I’ve finally embraced who I am.
If I look back at where this started, it actually began during middle school. While most girls my age were just being “gross” for a laugh or making jokes, for me, those moments felt different. It became this unique way I wanted to experience closeness—a kind of raw, unfiltered intimacy from women that felt otherwise impossible to achieve. I found myself drawn to the idea of a girl being that bold, that comfortable, and that dominant around me. What started as a confusing curiosity in those early school years eventually evolved into a deep appreciation for the power dynamic and the trust involved.
As a straight man, my focus is very specific. I love the sound, the smells, and the total sense of surrender involved in a woman farting on me, especially in the face. For me, it’s about the intersection of vulnerability, control, and release. I don’t have any interest in “scat” play—that’s a hard “no” for me—and I find it a bit distracting if it happens randomly during penetration. I’m also not really into it when it’s just a random occurrence in a room without the intent of the kink. It’s the intentionality and the power dynamic of a woman choosing to do it to me that provides the real thrill.
Navigating this in the dating world can be a bit of a chess game. I don’t usually lead with, “Hey, this is my fetish.” Instead, I’ll find a circuitous way to insinuate it without just throwing it out there. I might mention how I think it’s attractive when a woman is totally comfortable with her body or drop small hints about “accidents” to see how she reacts. If she picks up on it and seems open or playful about it, then I’ll be fully open.
In the world of modern dating, people have seen it all. While some might giggle for a second if they heard a rumor, the truth is that once you find a woman who is secure in herself and enjoys that level of play, it’s incredibly rewarding. It’s a part of my life that I’m finally comfortable with, and I don’t feel the need to hide it anymore.
Leave a Reply